in less then 12 hours from now.. graduation takes place.. if it matters to anyone who reads this.. summer of 01' i had to enroll in bellarmine summer school. i hated it. i only looked for the end of it all. freshman year dragged. but now it seemed like nothing. sophomore year i hated so many people and i felt id be happy once i was out of that school. junior year never came too easy with the exception of someone. senior year seems like it started just recently with semester one classes but now its over. dear god im so fucken confused.. for all you does it seem the same? its like everything else in your past life. sitting in that class you despised thinking when it would all be over and saying to yourself at that time now is now and its going to be an eternity for it all to be finished but look at yourself now theres nothing to go back too. after tomorrow there isnt going to be a reason to go back into those brick buildings. maybe its all too melodramatic.. but i even lost track of the people i hated and just realized i talked to them frequently and met up with them often. i dont even remember why i hated them before and how i could have. but like everything in life. its all taken for granted no matter what you or i try to do. even if we say im going to live it to the fullest for some reason you cant reach that peak and live it all. then you look at ur first day of school. september days in washington around 7:50 the surrounding is cold and the sun makes effect of an awkward warm cold feeling. well its all gone now.. im going off to the east coast and start fresh.. im already telling myself im going to get the most out of college. but i bet in 4 years its going to all be over and ill have the same regrets as now.

now what.. i still cant believe we all got fucked on the UW admission. and where all going off on our own. for those friends who are going together hopefully theyll stay the close friends they are.. and wish good luck to the farsiders like us.

crazy 12hour roadtrip: wyatt--jerry--austin--min--and me

i feel i've forgotten how to be sweet...

*today* a very very good day..  even with the waiting list letter from UW.. basically im out of UW.. cuz the chances of me getting in is none..  however VIVIAN came back from california after a whole week..  im so use to seeing her everyday.. spring break is practically over..  got absolutely nothing accomplished..

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 naega-nae-eeppun-yuhjah-chingoo-saranghanna? *daangyun-haji!*

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most likely im going to WPI in MA. near boston...  only 3~4 months left....

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 i cant take it to boston for the first year..... what a waste...  its all urs vivian!

i get 10 days off every 7 weeks.  guess thats not to bad..

ignueruhfwjgobhdkeugiekrbn;govpnhwuegfpoiflf;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im freakin leaving... huh..

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yay.. spring break.. .. very exciting.. ..and so much to do..

to my *BuDdie*